Soulmate? =(

Dear Unknown Soulmate,

Where are You?

Incompatible
It don't matter though
'Cause someone's bound to hear me cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible
Mister loveable
Is already in my life
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for
Someone to hold
Who knows how to love you
Without being told
Somebody tell me
Why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate
For everyone

Here we are again
Circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't love for
Someone to hold
Who knows how to love you
Without being told
Somebody tell me
Why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate
For everyone
If there's a soulmate
For everyone

Most relationships seem
So transitory
They're all good
But not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for
Someone to hold
Who knows how to love you
Without being told
Oh somebody tell me
Why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate
For everyone

Who doesn't long for
Someone to hold
Who knows how to love you
Without being told
Somebody tell me
Why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate
For everyone
If there's a soulmate
For everyone

By: Natasha Beddingfield

Its Been Long Huh? O_o

I guess its been a very long time since I posted dhow....hehe...
Well...was busy with life's stuff & studies....
so had to take sometime off...
So I guess I'm back for now again....
So let me share something with you guys....
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So you guys would by now have known who I am....
Those who don't know let me tell you....
I had a blog previously...which in that I was called sucksex....so its the same old me....
Am studying ACCA in Singapore....
& currently am living the life I want to live for now.... =D
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The past month was kinda fun....
A close friend came here to Singapore...
Well its kinda sad now coz she would be leaving tomorrow night....
Would sure miss her a lot....
but I hope she would be back soon....
Most importantly what happened last month was one of my closest friend's before, she talked to me...
I was sooo happy....
We talked and got back to being friends again....
She came to Singapore also & spent a few days @ my place...
Was really fun havin her here....
Well it would be difficult to go back to how things were before....
But at least we accomplished something dhow...
Then that's that...
Here's a pic taken while we were exploring the waterworld @ sentosa which is on my flickr page....click here to go there.....

Next is my exam results....

Would be getting the results on the 18th of this month.....
So I'm nervously waiting for that right now....
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So I guess that's all for now...
Would be back with a new post laterzzz....
Okies then Cya!

A Walk to Remember!

Love is patient and kind,
It is never jealous,
Love is never boastful or conceited,
It is never rude or selfish,
It does not take offence,
Nor is it resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in others’ sins,
but delights in the truth;
It is always ready to excuse,
To trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.
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I just cant get enough of it!!! :(

Are U HaPi?

its so not fair you know....
lifes not fair....
how many of u r hapi?
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of coz not all dhow....
sum ppl who deserve happiness more dan the ones who dont, dont get dat happiness....

Y?

i really dont understand...
i guess its juz a way of life....
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u kno ppl...
my name means happiness...
but i must say.....
am the person wid the most limited happiness in her life....
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i kno happiness doesnt last a lifetime....
but i wud do anythin juz to be hapi for even a day.....
i juz want a smile on my face....
its juz so not happenin ryt now.....
life is so not fair i repeat....


I JUST AM NOT HAPPY!!!!

What Am I Supposed to Do?

there's dis guy...
i like him...he likes me...
but....
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he lied to me the first time v talked...he admitted the truth to himself after several months....
& he says he wants me + loves me....
but again....
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i have a problem wid trustin him...
& i really like him & want to trust him....

what am I supposed to do????

U ME AUR HUM!!!!

dis is 1 of the best Hindi movie's ive seen so far...
if u havent watched it already, u nyd to watch it now...
kiriyaa hama nurovuny cinema therey....

i wana watch it all ova again!!!!

Im Angry About.......

me...life...my mistakes....being alone....the world...my dreams....my studies....not wantin to draw anymore...not havin sum1 to talk openly....my past friends & current ones.....missin sum ppl & cryin ova dem....not knowin how to play a guitar...havin a messed up brain....worryin & thinkin way too much...messin up my own life....not being able to trust anyone...the steps dat i take....everythin & anythin...
& most of all am angry about being angry!!!!

WHAT ARE YOU ANGRY ABOUT?

B-E-S-T F-R-I-E-N-D-S F-O-R-E-V-E-R !!!!

Friends...

Whats a friend to you? Someone you talk to occasionally? Or is it deeper than that? A deep connections of two souls.....just understanding each other silently.

Someone to go home to. Someone who will always listen to you.
One who knows you inside out; knows all your weaknesses and still loves you.
Where there are no barriers to pride. It's a mutual relationship built on love and most importantly trust.

A friend is someone who you can tell your problems, worries and wildest dreams to, and they won't look at you with a judging eye. They care about your well-being and don't compete with you.

They don't get jealous if you succeed. They'll celebrate with you. A friend is someone who you can and do have expectations of. They're people who truly support you.

They're here because of you, not for any other reason but purely for you. For the bond you have. they're someone you set aside time for. One who devotes their time to you.

They're someone who has a silent understanding with you. It's like you feel naked around them, and it feels so right.

DO YOU HAVE ONE?

I had friends who called themselves one of the best friends of mine.....but they turned out to be JUST FRIENDS.....Best Friends tend to stick around no matter what....Best Friends never leave....Best Friends forgive no matter what it is....Best Friends are forever.....But i guess they were too stubborn to know the true meaning of friendship and act as one!!!!

It SUCKS but i can live with it!

April 9, 2008 ------=====>>>> Entering The World Of Blogging!!!!

Hey all....

This is my first post....& it kinda sucks coz i dono wat to write....hehehe...

Anyways am not new to blogging....juzzz tryin to start fresh...for now i wana keep who i am as a mystery..... :D

Grrrr.....then nethey bunaane eychey.....am a gal is all i can tell ryt now.....dhen vahsalaamaalaikum....i'll be back wid a better post later......for now i think this is OK dho?

WELCOME TO ME! :D